I Owe Him a Proper Goodbye !

Pan : Tink ! Where are you ?
Tink : workplace, pete ! kenapa ?
Pan : busy ?
Tink : Not really... Kenapa ??
Pan : Then what are you doing now ?
Tink : *sending pic

Tink : There.

Tink : having my snack while typing... kenapa ???

Pan : I'm gonna go to London tomorrow...

Tink : serius ?

Pan : yes ! and I still want you to come with me !

Tink : kamu mau aku datang ke India terus kita berangkat ke London bareng atau kamu mau kita ketemu di London ?

Pan : You still think it as a joke, don't you ?

Pan : Why is it so hard for you to come ?

Pan : You don't have to think about anything. just come !

Tink : Peter... How would I know that this is not a joke ?

Pan : After 7 years being your best friend, i still can't gain your trust ???

Tink : Pete...

Pan : No, Tink ! Don't start !

Tink : Start what ?

Pan : Aku tau apa yang akan kamu bilang...

Pan : "Selama ini kita hanya ngobrol di dunia maya..."

Pan : "Kita belum pernah bertemu secara langsung"

Pan : "Bagaimana aku bisa yakin kalau kamu tidak sedang bercanda...?"

Pan : Tell me I'm wrong !

Tink : Peter... You know I Like you...

Pan : And I Like you more than you ever think !

Tink : :)

Pan : You know what, Tink... Selama ini kita bicara tentang betapa kita berdua suka England... We both love the beatles. Enyd Blyton. Dan yang paling penting, London selalu muncul di dalam pikiran kita setiap kali kita mendengar nama "Peter Pan".

Pan : I think we agreed that someday we will come there together. Mengunjungi tempat - tempat yang luar biasa.

Pan : Those imaginary journey... Kita sudah melakukannya selama 7 tahun. Kamu tidak ingin mewujudkannya ?

Tink : I don't know... It's just... too good to be true.

Pan : Is it because I said I Love you...?

Tink : No, pete... It's not that...

Pan : Tink, you've been avoiding me since then...

Tink : No. Why would I...

Pan : Let's be honest here, Tink...

Pan : You want us to stop talking to each other ?

Tink : Big No !

Tink : I Like you, pete...

Tink : But... us as a couple sounds... weird.

Pan : I know that ! And I did not hope for that.

Pan : I'm not asking you to marry me...

Pan : But, at least... Please help me...

Pan : Tink... kamu hanya perlu muncul infront of my parents...

Pan : Aku mau mereka tau, you are real !

Pan : I keep talking about you for almost 7 years... Dan kamu tau cerita selanjutnya...

Tink : Dan kamu mau aku muncul di hadapan mereka, berbohong tentang komitmen yang tidak pernah ada di antara kita ?

Pan : Tink, please... I never tried to get a date for almost 5 years. And they think it was because I'm in an imaginary-relationship with you...

Pan : Mereka pikir aku menjalani hal yang tidak mungkin...

Tink : But we are indeed impossible...

Pan : Oke, you wanna talk about it now ?

Pan : Why are "us" impossible for you ?

Pan : You love me..

Pan : I love you...

Tink : Stop it, pete...

Tink : I told you...

Tink : You are not in love with me...

Tink : It's just an illusion...

Tink : And you know me...

Tink : I don't know what I want...

Tink : I don't want any boyfriend, and I am still not ready for marriage...

Pan : It's always that !

Pan : Alasan itu selalu muncul setiap kali kita membahas para lelakimu....

Pan : Aku tau "kita" tidak akan pernah mungkin. I know that very well. That's why i never put my expectation too high...

Pan : I'm not asking you to marry me. I just want you to come, and convince my parents. Setidaknya mereka tidak akan memaksaku untuk menikah dengan orang yang tidak aku inginkan.

Pan : I will find my true love myself then.

Tink : Pete... Bagaimana kamu tau kalau kamu tidak menginginkan gadis pilihan orang tuamu ?

Tink : Bagaimana kalau ternyata kamu suka dia setelah kalian berkenalan ?

Pan : I would love to introduce you as my friend then.

Pan : And you are my best friend, right ? Kita sudah berhubungan seperti ini selama 7 tahun...

Pan : We chat, We talk over phone, We saw each other on webcam... Sharing the same dream, talking about love and broken heart...

Pan : Siapa yang tau tentang cerita romance-mu selain aku ? Aku tau lebih dari siapapun, right ?

Pan : Dan kamu satu-satunya orang yang tau bahwa ibuku yang sekarang bukanlah ibu kandungku... Aku membiarkan orang - orang di sekitarku bertanya - tanya bagaimana mungkin aku bisa terlihat 100% europian sementara ibuku berkulit sawo matang dan 100% indonesian.

Tink : I don't know, pete...

Tink : I don't even know what i really want...

Tink : I don't know what I feel now either...

Tink : I think I don't have the courage to see you in London...

Tink : Or may be you are right...

Tink : It's better if we stop talking to each other...

Pan : You can't be serious tink !

Pan : Please tell me you are joking right now !

Tink : I'm not...

Tink : I don't know pete ! Ughhhh

Tink : I'm sorry...

Tink : you know how much i love you..

Pan : Stop !

Pan : apapun yang kamu ingin katakan sekarang, please stop !

Pan : I don't wanna hear anything from you anymore...

Pan : Apapun itu, it's gonna hurt me.

Pan : I guess this is the end you've always wanted...

Pan : Goodbye, Tink...

Tink : Pete wait...

*Pan is off

Waittt !!! This is not how it's supposed to end ! Apa yang baru saja aku lakukan ? To my 7 years best friend ?! I HAVE TO GO ! He deserves a proper goodbye !